Am I doing something wrong?!?

Basically, I'm set to be married after college graduation next August, and I love my husband-to-be very much. We've had a pretty tough time this past couple months though because he got a second job, AND the both of us are in school fulltime. So, things I wanna do (picnics, fireworks, bonfires, and our vacation we were supposed to take) haven't been done. Sadly, this isnt the only time, when he had more time, I told him I like these things, but he hasnt tried to be romantic or creative with me. Even back in winter, I told him I've never been ice-skating, but he never offered to take me. It seems like he doesnt put in any effort to surprise me, its even led to the point of me yelling and cursing. I feel sad and resentful also because when he proposed to me a couple months ago, it was FAR from romantic. I dont ask him for ANYTHING! ALL i want are flowers and the lovey-dovey efforts (and possibly a re-proposal). I just want to feel like that "special girl" that a guy wants to do things like that for. I cry a lot because I feel like he doesnt see me that way.