I'm skeptical on faith but i'd love some feedback to some questions?

Lets take the religious stamp off of God and get to know Him as He truly is. Self is a delusion that mixes and dilutes Truth (reality) with illusion. God gave us this mixture so that we can have a taste of Truth (Reality) and decide if we want more or if illusion and it nature suites our desires more. Death is simply the result of the nature of illusion which is to pass away like a mirage. God is Love because He is the selfless image-less Spirit of Life our always in the Present Origin and Loving Father who Jesus was relating to by lay down his time oriented self identity and now is introducing us to Him also and ask us to do the same. God is Eternal which simply means that He is above the relativity which gives us our self identities and fragments and therefore causes our conflicts. Those who enter into the Un-Relative One by humbling the time created and Illusion rooted self identity prove they are son of God and that the Spiritual genes have precedence over the physical ones and therefore they become peacemakers. Illusion is that which appears, seems real, but then disappears while Truth (reality) is that which is and has been always. Time is just a word we use to describe illusion and its nature. God allows us to enter further into Truth which is Eternal Oneness or to walk in illusion which gives us the nature of Illusion which is to pass away. One day the Eternal fire of the Truth is going to destroy all illusion along with those who decided to walk in it because it suited their lust and desire and they will cease to exist even in memory after judgment. The bible is a example over time of those who were dealing with the Truth and also those who were not in different degrees. Now those who were seeking the Truth (reality) were actually leaving the nature of relativity behind more and more.